Wednesday, May 13, 2020

What Darya Said:

First she said:

We left the gods of Earth on Earth    

       though we did not know it then
We brought the vestments, icons, 

       holy water and holy wine, 
       but the gods clung to their deserts, 
       jungles, mountaintops
Some hoped by bringing           

       books they called holy               
       to carry gods with them 
       like daffodil bulbs          
       in a pot to transplant into    
       new soil 
As if he/she/it/they 
       could be driven 
       by pen after pen
       pinned to pages 
       with spikes of ink

Ink was not sufficient      

       collections of scraps of old songs 
       in long dead languages,                  
       prayers whispered in desperate 
       hope, dreams of
       righteous revenge, even songs of   
       flattery and praise        
Could not attract         
       divine attention                
       to our new homes
We opened the books and 

       the words flew out
The whisper of their wings 

       filling the strange dawn
Though it might have been only the 
       sound we made breathing in                      
       the new air

Then:

Still, on every new planet we 

       built temples and shrines and 
       sacred wells dedicated to the 
       gods of Earth        
       (who were unaware of our efforts, 
       as far as we could tell)                     
       and a few to gods of the new world                   
       (just in case they existed)
It seemed to some, then more, that 

       He/She/It/They           
       were only as powerful                         
       as they were useful to
Those who by sleight of hand and  

       misdirection ruled under 
       divine authority
Called it by the old names, 

       claimed identicality, 
       created the same gods                   
       over and over
The same gods arose from the 

       same impulses as gods ever did
Each old name implied continuity but 

       was only a mask for    
       a new god            
       under construction

At last:

If the gods old or new were Gods, 

       shouldn’t they have been with 
       us all along? With us              
       on the ships,                   
       in the long time               
       in the long dark           
       between planets
Or waiting for us when the 

       gangplanks fell onto    
       new soil

All we ever found, no matter 

       where we went, were 
       gods that arose from 
       someone’s sense of awe 
       translated into a comprehensible        
       human agency, from       
       someone’s desire for power 
       translated into        
       a dispenser of gifts and 
       punishment, from        
       someone’s love               
       translated into self-serving duty, from        
       someone’s hope begging to be
       translated into a savior
Everywhere we went, we 

       worshiped our own imaginations, 
       dreams, desires, memories
Calling out to the best and worst   

       of ourselves in voices that 
       we expected/wanted/chose   
       to hear

Never was a whirlwind more than                         

       a sun-driven spin of         
       dust
And that we found everywhere.

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