First she said:
We left the gods of Earth on Earth
though we did not know it then
We brought the vestments, icons,
holy water and holy wine,
but the gods clung to their deserts,
jungles, mountaintops
Some hoped by bringing
books they called holy
to carry gods with them
like daffodil bulbs
in a pot to transplant into
new soil
As if he/she/it/they
could be driven
by pen after pen
pinned to pages
with spikes of ink
Ink was not sufficient
collections of scraps of old songs
in long dead languages,
prayers whispered in desperate
hope, dreams of
righteous revenge, even songs of
flattery and praise
Could not attract
divine attention
to our new homes
We opened the books and
the words flew out
The whisper of their wings
filling the strange dawn
Though it might have been only the
sound we made breathing in
the new air
Then:
Still, on every new planet we
built temples and shrines and
sacred wells dedicated to the
gods of Earth
(who were unaware of our efforts,
as far as we could tell)
and a few to gods of the new world
(just in case they existed)
It seemed to some, then more, that
He/She/It/They
were only as powerful
as they were useful to
Those who by sleight of hand and
misdirection ruled under
divine authority
Called it by the old names,
claimed identicality,
created the same gods
over and over
The same gods arose from the
same impulses as gods ever did
Each old name implied continuity but
was only a mask for
a new god
under construction
At last:
If the gods old or new were Gods,
shouldn’t they have been with
us all along? With us
on the ships,
in the long time
in the long dark
between planets
Or waiting for us when the
gangplanks fell onto
new soil
All we ever found, no matter
where we went, were
gods that arose from
someone’s sense of awe
translated into a comprehensible
human agency, from
someone’s desire for power
translated into
a dispenser of gifts and
punishment, from
someone’s love
translated into self-serving duty, from
someone’s hope begging to be
translated into a savior
Everywhere we went, we
worshiped our own imaginations,
dreams, desires, memories
Calling out to the best and worst
of ourselves in voices that
we expected/wanted/chose
to hear
Never was a whirlwind more than
a sun-driven spin of
dust
And that we found everywhere.
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